There are several large, unanswered questions about my life and it’s current direction. Recently I have discovered that it is quite alright to not have answers to questions when you are simply not ready for the answer. This is preferable actually. I equate the phrase, ‘it’s karma’, with, ‘everything happens for a reason’. Both are nonsense.
If one is lucky enough to progress in a direction that leads to greater balance and stability (the foundations), then what happens is what the moment brings that imparts realization. The reason is simply this, you attached significance as a result of your experience. All things within observable reality are arbitrary until given definition within the limits of human understanding.
With this said, I can now safely say that one of my large questions has a real answer.
Her name is Kaitlyn.