I’m not getting fucked over. Not again.
This is more of a reminder to myself than an actual entry. I have been royally reamed in the ass before, because of “love”, I will not make the same mistake again. Funny thing is though, this feels worse, and I certainly do not have as much to lose.
I should not have to wait to be told the person I love got diddled and it’s ok because it’s college.
Fuck that. I am not getting hurt like that.
ARE YOU LISTENING? MR SENTIMENTAL?? DO YOU REALLY WANT TO WAIT AROUND TO HEAR THAT, AND THEN CRY AND WANT TO KILL YOURSELF? HUH, DUMB ASS? LOVE WILL, FUCK YOU UP. CUT THAT SHIT OUT, OK? I LIKE ME, WELL, YOU, AND I’M NOT GOING TO SIT AROUND AND WATCH YOU GO DOWN THE TUBES PINING FOR SOMEONE WHO NEEDS TO BE WITH YOU IN A SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP LIKE SHE NEEDS ANOTHER HOLE IN HER FACE. NOW GO GET FUCKED UP AND KEEP ON MOVING DIP SHIT.
I don’t want this.