But I Understand.

I can remember years ago, watching Chris Rock do his stand up special, roll with the new.  He had a great bit about O.J., in which the punchline went “now I’m not saying he should have done it, but I understand.”  I laughed for years about that, and I laugh harder now that I understand that sentiment so well and so personally.  Another one of his lines from that same bit that rang especially true in retrospect was, “I aint moving back with my momma cause you aint in love”.

How true.  Moving on,


Please, my readers, take a moment to browse through this story before you continue on.



Ok?  Good.

“Eric McLean, 31, had been supporting his wife and family as a pizza deliveryman while working to complete his college degree so he could become a school band director. Even though he said he knew his wife was having an affair, he said he didn’t leave her because he loved her.”

How typical.  How fucking typical.  This bitch gets a guy who loves her, sacrifices his life, his career, everything, just so she could get ahead, and what does she do?

Yup, she fucks her student.  Well no, not just fucks him, takes her kids to the park, with this KID, and holds his hand, RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE CHILDREN.  Look, at 18, kid or not, you should know better than to be doing that shit.

And at 29, with kids, married, she should have certainly known better.

Hey Beyonce, wheres the song that addresses this kind of fucked up shit that happens all the time?  Men get a bad rap, mostly because of our biology, but women are generally more devious, and insidious.  Leeching away at a man until they have enough to live comfortably without him, and leaving his dried husk behind.  It is this type of calculated audacity that often happens, but it is rarely heard about, why?

Well, thats easy.  Because it is often overshadowed by something outrageous and blatant that a man did.  Such as, shooting the fool who was having some fun banging his teacher.

Could you imagine, giving up your life, your career, your goals, all so you could furnish the opportunity for the person you love to succeed?  And then finding out after all that, they would rather be fucking someone else? 

Anyone who has followed my stories and life up to this point knows how close to home this story hits, but for a moment, try to separate my own sense of monumental betrayal from my words, and try to imagine being smart, wanting to learn, but having to take orders from vincenzo the pizza tosser because it will all be worth it to see your precious ladys dream come true.  And then, you find this out.

It is stories like this that serve to reinforce my idea that selfish behavior is the key to sanity.  Do for yourself, let everyone else take care of their own shit, and realize that the only true love is self love. 


Now look dear reader, I’m not saying he should have done it…..

……..but I understand

(its just too bad you missed one whitebread),


Live it, Love it (but dont cheat on it with a student),



5 replies on “But I Understand.”

  1. Fartypants McTooter says:

    Erm. Only in Tennessee. Whether this hits home or not for you….it’s typical dirty south behavior. Was this man sporting a mullet? Does he have all of his teeth? If so…that’d be even more AWESOME.

  2. Tobas says:

    anyway, I dont know who you are, but I love you, lol.

    I like this sort of thing.

    anyway, he was not sporting a mullet, and whether or not they were white trash is up for debate,

    as for the assertion that its typical south behavior, I agree, however, women are shady and capable of this anywhere, typical indeed.

    whinoceros, I think I like that even better than wahhhhambulance.

    kudos to you and your misguided feminism.

  3. iamsodone says:

    what bothers me most about this is that you say men do it because its part of their biology.. and then try to explaint that women do it because they are EVIIILLLL.

    dude.. when will you be up on your soapbox about cheaters/manipulators in general? hm?

    its only wrong when a woman does it? i dont think so. i think im done reading here until you get your head on straight. i come here, and get pissed off, and want to yell things at you.. and its just unhealthy.

    so yeah.. the right thing to do when something is unhealthy in your life…. you walk away. (not harp on it endlessly to the detriment of yourself and everyone around you) *ahem*

  4. Tobas says:

    men are more inclined to cheat.


    because of the higher levels of androgens in their bloodstreams. doesnt “make” you cheat, just makes it more likely you will succumb to that want, dont yell at me about it, I didnt make it that way.

    I think, wait, I dont know, but I think, that may be related to their physiology? hrmm?

    therefore, perhaps making it biologically based?

    not all women are evilll, and not all men are cheaters/manipulators. however, when looking at this case, I think there is plenty of evidence pointing to the whole, women are evilllll theory.

    see, its about leveling the playing field, and empowering men who nowadays, feel they have to act like big girls in order to conform to the new social norms. its about realizing that the day of the sitcom dad lunkhead is over, and that a man can still be intelligent, without being a big pussy.

    the fact is, men get a bad rap, period. mostly, we deserve it. but for every stupid and blatant act of barbarism we commit, a woman will match us, and raise us, adding in a cold, calculating angle, that us hotheaded walking phalluses could never hope to match.

    I only report on it.

    “what bothers me most about this is that you say men do it because its part of their biology.. and then try to explaint that women do it because they are EVIIILLLL.”

    that was meant as an overall assessment. not pointing to cheating, or any other sort of specific behavior, it is a mixture of typical male behaviors that land us in deep lady doo doo, which unfortunately, our biology is a large part of.

    obviously, I have a problem with cheaters and manipulators, hence, the flavor of my writing, and obviously, you do too.

    so why we bullshittin?

  5. sis says:

    Hey – iamsodone – If you dont like reading and it makes you mad then get the fuck off. Maybe you should think about WHY it makes you mad…perhaps a guilty concious?

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